I have a feeling we won't make it through the summer.

You piss me off.

I'm a loner.

I don't like being alone. But it's something I'm used to.

Not just alone in terms of relationships. But even friends. And physically alone. I'm just good at it.


I just hope it's not something that's gonna fuck me over in the end.

Maybe I'm just being weird but I always feel like there's this unspoken weird feeling, flirty thingy between us. I mean I haven't seen you in over a year.. I think? And all we do is just text each other here and there with what's up and how we are.. And I really don't know where I'm going with this but uh yeah! I'm weird. K end pointless post here.

Fuck you.

You've got to be FUCKING KIDDING ME.

I'm DONE with the fucking lies, and all the bullshit you fed me. You're REALLY gonna go and FUCK HIM after everything you told me? FRIENDS MY ASS.

FUCK BOTH OF YOU. I SWEAR. YOU BOTH LOST EVERY FUCKING OUNCE OF RESPECT I HAD FOR EACH OF YOU. I'M SO DONE. I CAN'T EVEN.

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Why should I give a fuck about someone who obviously doesn't give a fuck about me?

I deserve better.

I am not okay.

I don't think I will be for awhile.

Fake it till I make it.