dreams.

so i had a dream last night. i dreamt that i was packing up all my shit in preparation of my moving to california. specifically, i was moving to the LA suburbs (chino hills/torrance area) where my family already is. i was moving in the middle of the summer. yeah, i had some heartfelt goodbyes and everything was really sad. especially my loved ones. however, the second part of my dream was quite interesting. when i moved there, i reconnected with my fambam while at the same time, i met new people. i met amazing people that helped me adjust to the cali life. i met new dancers that really made me miss FR3SH, but motivated me to keep dancing. i even found myself a boyfriend. over in cali, i was happy. happier than i am now in jersey.

that dream made me think so much. as much as i love my friends and dancers here in jersey, i think i would be so much happier in california. i just need a chance to start fresh. the hustle & flow of the cali life is so different compared to over here. i went there twice last year, and i just absolutely fell in love with it. however, this is only a dream. i doubt it'll become a reality. if only dreams could come true.