get it together.

LOL you know what's bullshit? the fact that you're gonna go out with someone WHILE YOU STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOUR EX. now THAT is bullshit. sure, you may not have used me to get over him. but the principle of the thing is that you're not being honest in a relationship if you still have feelings for the previous guy. and not just the "oh i still like him" feelings. the "i love you so much, i miss you, i'll never forget you" feelings. THAT'S what pisses me off. and hell fucking yeah i'm clingy, but guess what. YOU ARE TOO. you don't know how many times people have bitched to me about you being so fucking clingy. get over it, everyone is at one point. at least i'm not clingy to my friends like you, cause unlike you, i have more than 4 friends that i can count on. sorry if i take things seriously, i'm actually one of those people that's into reality. you're right, i am a prissy little bitch. i honestly don't give a fuck. at least i haven't made any decisions that i highly regret. it seems like you don't understand that i'm only being a bitch to you right now cause i'm still upset at the fact at how things ended. but fuck it. i'm over it. i could really give two shits right now either. i'm not the only one with growing up to do. you KNOW you need to change your values and attitude cause as a person, you fucking suck. and fuck you for reading my IMs to rella! when i said that, i didn't mean it'd be better if i broke up with you. i meant that i fucking forgot how much it hurts to be broken up with and i'm still in the process of getting over someone i care about. so fuck you with something hard and sandpapery cause you don't understand where i'm coming from nor do you care. and that's what makes you fucking SUCK as a person. cause you have no empathy or sympathy for anything. you're so fucking apathetic, it makes me sick. and you know, i agree with you. it probably was a bad idea going out with you. i don't regret it, but it probably wasn't the best decision. things would have been better if we kept it fuck buddies like we originally planned it or something along those terms. and yeah, you're right. the shit i pulled WAS unnecessary on YOUR BEHALF. but i think it was necessary for me just so i can prove to myself that i can, and will, get over you, which i pretty much am now. as for other shit i pull, you may not know it and it may not seem like it, but i do have a reason. i just don't tell everything to the fucking world in away messages.

but you know what pisses me off the most about you? you are soooo self-centered. you act like your life is the only one that matters. guess what, there are other people in this fucking world too. all you care about are your issues and your happiness. i'm not saying that you shouldn't care, but put others before yourself for once. i'm sure you'd feel much better about yourself. and i'm right, your life does suck. kudos to you for trying to make the most out of it. but in the end, it still sucks. :]