I don't understand.

So many people tell me that I'm attractive, I'm cute, I'm this or that. I don't see it, really. I guess beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but it's not even about that. If I'm as attractive as everyone says I am, then why haven't I found someone yet. Someone worth keeping, I mean.

Sure, I just need to have patience. And that the right guy will come when it's time. I get it. I understand. But everytime I come across someone I might like and have legit feelings for, something always fucks it up. They're either straight, taken, both, or something else is getting in the way of things.

And it sucks even worse to cause I'm such a jealous bitch. I need to stop that, forreal. >:[


Fuck me, my jealousy, and my insecurities.