I don't know what to do.

I care a lot about you and my feelings for you are extremely strong. But I don't know how long I can sit here and be your side piece. You sit there and tell me how much you care about me and how I'm the only guy who gives you butterflies and stuff. So then why are you with him? Is it because I can't be there to hold you and kiss you and he is? I don't understand this. It hurts me so much to hear you say how much you care about me and then go to him the next minute. Shit, whenever you even bring him up, my mood changes. I don't know, I guess shit happens. I have to deal with it.

I'm not mad at you. How can I be mad at someone I care way too much about? Especially when you cried over me too. That's how I know you really do care and have feelings for me. But it's alright, I don't want you to cry over me. I'm really no one special. I just want for you to be happy and if it's with him, then by all means. I'll never find anyone like you.

I don't wanna let you go, but if it's for the best, then I will. I just wish someone would give me a chance. But my time will come eventually. Patience.

Good luck with him. I wish you all the best. And I hope you'll be happy.