I'm stupid.

I don't know why I'm still so hurt about this. I need to let this go. Maybe the reason why I'm having such a hard time letting go is cause it blows my mind how he said he cared about me, and then just cause of one incident, he's gonna drop me. Yes, the incident left a sour taste in our mouths, but I'd imagine you'd still care enough about me to at least work things out with me.

I do understand where you're coming from when you said you didn't like how I was under emotional pressure. I don't either. I turn into this big ball of emotions who starts getting clingy and annoying. That's just my way of showing you that I want to make things work and I don't want to lose you. I'm trying to work on it so that I'll be less pestering and bothersome.

You meant a lot to me. It's just crazy how things can change within a week. I miss you, but I'm pretty sure you don't miss me. It's okay. Thank you.