clingyness.

i still don't understand why you don't understand. do you not see that my clingyness is my way of showing affection for you? i understand that you need your space, but at least tell me politely.

i miss you. i miss your random goodmorning texts. i miss how romantic you used to be .. when we weren't alone. we would be among friends and you wouldn't care. you'd still hug me, hold me, sometimes even kiss me. but now, things seemed to have changed. no more texts, not as romantic, and we don't even chill a lot anymore. you were the one who said that i don't have time for you cause i'm so busy between school, FR3SH and other activities. well hey, it's the other way around? maybe you don't have time for me anymore. you're busy with work or chilling with people. the difference between us though, i MAKE time for you. i'm not gonna lie, i back out on plans with my friends cause i know i wanna spend time with you. i wish it'd be the same way, but trust me. i do understand you wanna hang out with your friends too. i just wish sometimes, you'd sacrifice a day to me. what doesn't make sense to me the most though, you say you don't wanna chill as much until your parents get back cause all of your money is going to gas. yet, you're driving to NYC today. that's a lot of gas. but hey, it's whatever. i know your cousin's gonna love hearing about this when she gets back.

maybe more to come ..