if you're gonna break up with me, go head and do it. i'm tired of what you put me through. just be upfront with me. i told you that from the fucking beginning. i don't understand what's going through your mind. cause you never tell anyone anything. why is your heart confused? do i still make you smile? do i take your breath away? things just don't feel the same anymore. and i don't know why. that's why i wanna talk to you. but you keep blowing me off for your best friends. just ignore the fact that i blow off my friends for you sometimes, as bitchy as that sounds. i wanna spend time with you too. and that's why i MAKE time for you. at least talk to me. i deserve that much.