Keep my mouth shut.

My head started pounding 6th period. So many things rushed into my mind. It bothered me all the way till 8th period where I just vented to one of my best friends. I felt so good afterward. Thank God for her. <3

Dilemma #1: I probably shouldn’t have said that stuff about the girl who everybody dislikes because she’s always absent on testing days. She always gets better grades because of that extra study time. It’s unfair, but today I learned that she has an anxiety disorder. I felt hella bad. It was unnerving too because we have the same circle of friends. While most of them felt the same way towards her, the guy who likes her felt differently and whatnot. So now, it’s kind of awkward between us.

Dilemma #2: I probably shouldn’t have said that stuff about her. Maybe I was just bitter and jealous. I sincerely apologize. She’s one of my closest friends. Why should I let something so miniscule ruin a friendship. That’s stupid.

I’m going to confront both of these people tomorrow face-to-face and apologize. It wasn’t right of me.

Lesson of the day: Keep your big mouth shut. You don’t know what kind of trouble it might cause.