Step it up.

I was so confident that I was gonna make it. I thought I had every move down. I thought I had the swag to go with it. I guess not. So much for thinking I got more versatile.

But what gets me is that he apparently didn't pick me because "he didn't wanna seem biased." Really? Fucking kidding me. Take a look.

I hate it when people sugarcoat shit to me. "I'm not saying you didn't do well. You did, but I didn't wanna seem biased." How the fuck does that help me get better. AUGH this pisses me off so much. It's not so much as the fact that I didn't get in. What bugs me is who got in the piece instead of me. I coulda sworn I did better. Yeah, biased my ass.

I guess I'm just bitter about it. I'm pretty sure I'll get over it. But still, don't judge me for being upset. Fuck favoritism.